morofi

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i'm seriously way too ADHD.  fuck off if you think it's a fake disorder. i want to make art.  i start, but unless i can get myself to sit there until it's *completely* finished, it'll never get finished. i sit around staring sometimes, not physically doing anything... 99% of the time it's because i can't remember what i was about to do. It could be something as banal as: a drinking glass is partway in front of a speaker, and, while its not affecting the sound or anything, i just feel like moving it an inch to the side.  But as I place my hand on it, I forget, and think to myself, "its an empty glass... why did i just pick it up?" when it c

... and i really need to get my tail-light fixed. i currently barely have an internet connection, and i just realized that i got some positive shouts on my main page.. thanks for those, moments of praise always lift my mood. my life has been in a perpetual state of confusion for the last ... i dunno, year maybe.  for one thing, i really hate maine.  everyone i know here wants to spend their free time getting drunk at the bar, and thus the excitement of getting drunk at all has called it quits for me.  i stopped going to the bar because when i saught fun i would only find drama -(and never anything that related to me, just people freaking ou